Renee Emerson

yesterday pregnancy hormones hit full-force.

i was exhausted, couldn’tkeepmyeyesopen tired, and bryan left for work early, so it was just me and zu. somehow i made it through the rest of the afternoon, but by the time she went to bed, i had a pounding headache and couldn’t stop thinking about ritz crackers and cream cheese; so i then ate a whole thing of ritz crackers and cream cheese (and immediately threw it up) then watched Hope Floats for the first time, thinking it was a romantic comedy. i ended up sobbing uncontrollably (that part where the dad leaves his daughter and she’s crying? oh my goodness) and threw up some more. it was a really bad night.

then i moved my regular bedtime up to grandma time– 9:30pm–and i’ve felt pretty good sense.

i’ve also cut out sweets (and creamcheese and anything that tastes sweet, like fruit) from my diet entirely–last time that was what made me throw up most the time.